I just got finished having a fight with a guy named Scott who used to be my friend. In the last bits of our conversation, he said he never wanted to talk to anyone I knew, including his friend Kate. Kate seems to have a very unfortunate habit of getting dragged into my fights. This most recent one crossed the line. Here are a few things that should be pointed out.

1. Kate has nothing to do with the way I treat Scott. She doesn't influence me to test his buttons and see if I can get a rise out of him. She's against speaking or doing anything that is negative, especially when it comes to Scott. I can't even begin to stress that last part.

Kate + Being negative about Scott= elephants dating pidgeons! It makes you go: WTF? That's never gonna happen.

2. Kate wasn't even online to defend herself, she was automatically dragged in. If she had been on, she probably would have been backing up Scott and also agreed upon not asscoiating with me any more. But, because of his hasty descision, Kate's probably going to become suicidal because of finding out like this.

3. I've taken the liberty of blocking Kate, so that hopefully Scott will still talk with her. At first I didn't want to, but after thinking about what Kate would have done if she had been online at the time, she would have blocked like Scott has.

4. He doubted my faith in God. That added on with everything else makes me want to cuss. I may not be the most religious and God-loving person there is, but I am off the faith. I don't walk with Jesus every day of my life like some Christians would, but I still pray, help others when I can, and go to church. I'll admit, I listen to "satanic" music but that doesn't mean I go around worshipping the devil. I enjoy others miesery but that doesn't mean I'm not actually praying for them. From what I've noticed, people tend to try harder when they think their being pushed down. It's a sick and twisted way of putting reverse psychology to work but it does the job. I've strengthed Scott's emotions, and he'll probably realize that he indeed did let them get out of hand and Scott will work on keeping them in check no matter what. I assure you, there are far worse people out than me. I am human, I am an ignorant American. Those two things alone should point out that I'm full of flaws. Especially the ignorant American part.

Point is: I love God. I may not show like most people do, but it's not up to them to say whether or not I truly do. God knows and that's enough for me.